Am I? Maybe…maybe Not…
What do YOU think???
No I am not Pregnant, HOWEVER my Outrageous Act of the week is related to this topic to be sure!
I am 31 years old and have no no NO maternal urges, at all. Other than the fact that I much prefer hanging out with kids, rather than adults, at family reunions, but that’s only because they know how to FOLLOW THE FUN baby!
So recently, I have become more clear that I am not called to pregnancy and motherhood at this time. I HAVE been receiving the Clarity that my current Life Calling is to support the Awakening, Evolution, and Expansion of the Universe and to be a Conduit of Love, Light, and Healing for the Highest Good of all Concerned. And for now, this doesn’t seem to include nurturing biological offspring.
I didn’t think this would be an Outrageous Act, however here were many of the responses to my awareness:
“Oh, well maybe you should go get some counseling for the fear and resistance coming up around this for you.”
“I am sure you will feel the Calling soon. Just wait”
“What if you just popped out the baby and gave it to Ben to raise?” (yes, I really heard this one)
I don’t go around telling people who CHOOSE to have children that THEY need to go into therapy. However, I must admit I often think it.
All of these responses were good intentioned, however, I felt as if my call to Co-Creation, more than Pro-Creation, was seen as way outside the Norm, almost a personal dysfunction.
OUTRAGEOUS, if you will.
So tonight, I claim my Authentic and Outrageous Truth (for the time being) that I am NOT called to be a Mom and that is totally okay and acceptable and doesn’t mean I must have had a horrible childhood.
Because I didn’t.
I had a beautiful one.
Because that is what I choose.
I also choose a Beautiful Life of Sacred Service to this amazing Universe. I will continue to FOLLOW THE FUN with or more likely withOUT biological children.
And that is that. XoxoxCora